Things That Go On In My Weird Mind

Hatred is like a pit with stakes. Once you fall in its almost impossible to get out. The darkness is what you feel, and the stakes going through you is the hetred stabbing your limp body. You have no control over the pain you feel. But what has caused you to feel this pain? Is it someone who you despise.  Well whoever they are they are not worth the hatred stabbing at your guts.These pass days I have been feeling this way. At the beginning of this week I fell into the pit.After almost a week of the stakes killing me I go pulled out by the people who i always have at my side. They were the rope that rescued me and the person that pulled me out. Even though at times i still feel the hate for that person i am no longer in the pit. I have learned that throwing myself into that hatred will only be stabbing myself. It will hurt me way more than the person i hate. Hating will always interfer with your life. You just have to learn to ignore it and stop yourself from walking into a trap. The trap is the pain, the Hate, The stakes threatening your life. But in this case, it turns your soul into a evil one. This is what i have learned. I am not saying that the pit will never threaten my life again, but i have learned to stay away. Even though in the future i will make the same mistake and fall right back in. At least now i know it is not worth your pain, your energy, your life.

I was in Babynames.com and i searched my name. i found out that my name(Katrina) means PURE it describes me so well . My name is also German. I then searched my friends name. Marina, her name means of the sea, it is a latin name. Well isnt it fun to just figure out what your name really means? cause until now i didnt even know my name was german.

I just finished watching a book trailer. The book trailer I saw was Who Am I Without Him? It was a little bit encouraging to make me want to read it. because it was about romance and betrayal. There are a couple stories in that book and they are mostly about relationships. Once i have a chance to find the book i think i will read it. The story that they decided to do the trailer on was about a girl and her boyfriend. He cheated on he with one of the girls she hated. And now her hatred is placed on both of them.

Well usually my summers are BORING!…. But this year I might be going to California =D.. WOO HOO!!! We are going to go to universal studios!! there are going to be so many exciting fun things that we are gonna be able to do :)….  I’ve have been there once before but that was when i was only 6. I went with my family. But to me the most important memory from that time was that i was with my father. He was there with me and shortly after we came back he passed away. When the family was with him we went to Disney world, Universal studios, and some other places I cant remember. =D . So one of the places i want to go most is california! In universal studios I’m going to go to the Jurassic Park Ride. It brings you up to a very high height. Then it has some sights at the top. There are plastic dinosaurs and they squirt water at you. Then unexpectedly it drops. It drops into a gigantic pools of water. It is very scary but at the same time it is very fun! ! Another ride that i want to go on is the Back to the future ride. Its not like a very scary ride but it sure can make you throw up :(. you go on a car that is held up. you sit in front of a screen and you put on seat belts. the the screen looks like it is 3D and it looks like it is throwing stuff at you. Then the car starts to shake… Well hey thats what my summer is gonna be like

The homeless. Have you ever passed by a man or woman living on the streets?  He asked you for something and you just walk right by him in disgrace. Well have you ever thought about once, just once looking that man in the eyes and some how feel his pain. Then you would give up just even some spare change. I am a person that would give up spare change extra food or just even a dollar. But how about you? I know someone who think of that man like a animal. As if he deserved no kindness. But have you ever tried to imagine what that man has to go through? just try, try to imagine of what he has to see, hear, and go through everyday.